a dream that i had

junkieaccel (7:49:55 PM): okay so i was on a street corner i came out of the building i was there because i stole a black stick shift and went on a joy ride to see how far a tank of gas would take me and i ended up in this suburban urbanized development. wide streets to accomodate the outgoing city traffic and nothing over three stories tall cuz it was suburb zoned but from the second floor down it was urbanized to attract the suburb city folk to get em to spend.

junkieaccel (7:51:10 PM): i went on the joy ride because i found a set of keys in an old drawer on the day i was moving out of my apartment and the only car left in the lot (the building was slated for demolition and i stuck around the longest cuz i didnt have anything else to do) was this black car (i dont remember what it looked like but the interior was spartan)

junkieaccel (7:51:37 PM): so i got inand left but the tank wasnt full so i only got out to this street corner before i stopped

junkieaccel (7:52:43 PM): i was in the store to buy this ginger drink in a red can that i came up with but couldnt market because it was complicated to drink. and people preferred the ease of red bull. so i bought a can dirt cheap. it wwas that or a forty and the night was getting on so i opted for something to keep me awake.

junkieaccel (7:53:45 PM): as i left i ran into stallone/brando/fonze except he was trim and looking pretty sexy. he noticed that i noticed and he stopped before getting into the cross walk and turned to me and smiled with his hands in his pockets.

junkieaccel (7:54:38 PM): the zippers on his jacket looked new and polished but the rest looked older than he did. he was wearing a leather hat too that looked like it might have had a knife scar on it. i said whats up

junkieaccel (7:55:54 PM): he asked me how id been apparently would hung out more than a few times cuz we struck up a long conversation and i told him i stole a car and pointed to the black econo box stick shift. i was lieing to impress him, but he knew what was up so he humored me. eventually the light changed a couple times and it was in favor of the direction he originally wanted to go so he said

junkieaccel (7:57:10 PM): im headin over to Tar, you should come by tonight. and i remembered everlylthing that i loved about that place and how id asked him to come a couple times but he never managed to make it. the prospect looked promising and i didnt have shit to do so i said okay.

junkieaccel (7:57:52 PM): i got back in the car which had gas in it again and i drove back to my building which was still empty and went up to my floor but for some reason my gf and her friends were in my apartment again. i was alone before

junkieaccel (7:58:32 PM): they were all watching a movie and wrapped in blankets so i kjnew they werent about to go out so i sat with themand didnt tell them who i met or what my plans were cuz it would just cause strife for us both

junkieaccel (8:00:14 PM): so popped the tab on the energy drink and poured someinto my palm and smeared it over my face and then drank the rest. i went into the kitchen to light a cig on the bare stove but when i got to the kitchen my gf was there so we started to make out on the stove and i turned the stove tops on but for some reason no fire came out so i kept making out with her and moved her away from the stove so she wouldnt know that i just tried to burn her.

junkieaccel (8:01:31 PM): eventually she was satisfied so i went back to the couch we kept watching tv and then she started to get upset and i didnt want to hear it. she probably thought i was drunk or something so i went to the bathroom to brush my teeth before i left and thats when i saw that my eyes had bled out and my face was raw red with no skin.

junkieaccel (8:03:17 PM): so i left and got in my car and started driving as fast as i could but i couldnt for the life of me remember how to get to Tar bar. i had tokeep turning around and turning around and finally i ditched the car cuz i burned out the clutch and started walking onthe highway. and it was alright cuz my friend was walking too and if elt like it just felt right. you cant get to Tar in a car or on a motorcycle. everybody walks

junkieaccel (8:04:34 PM): and i got there. and he was there. and when i got there i was a person again. or at least i thought i was. there were no mirrors. no one mentioned my face. im not even sure if what happend to my face was real there was no pain. just people. just real fuckin people